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Saturday, September 10, 2005

okay, i am finally blogging. these past few days are hectic. so shall just briefly update.

tuesday
went to school early in the morning for chem lesson. it was uber boring and useless i swear. because we didn't really pay attention? its more of like a talking session. and when dyan comes, yes. you guessed it. we didn't pay much attention. she kept talking and talking. so poor nicki, sharon and i were stuck, listening to her. lol. angklung after that. miss asma didn't come.

wednesday
went to visit a relative. and gosh, when i see him, i really felt like crying even though we ain't close. his skull was taken out(don't ask me, i don't know why) so his right head is like deflated? i don't really know how to explain, but imagine you have 2 balloons, one is filled with air, and the other is like almost deflated? i just hope he'll recover soon.

thursday
and yes, i did my amaths homeowrk, finally. had tuition later on.

friday
and i finally completed ALL my amaths homework! ( : which is alot, therefore, i feel so accomplished. tuition later.

and yes, today. i am so proud of myself. because i completed all my school work except for chem. but i am also feeling very pissed off. here is 10 reasons why.
1) i don't know how to do most of the chem shit.
2) i have to find the damn questions like a mad woman as they are all in this form, 'november 92', 'june 97', etc.
3) there's alot of questions to do, which means, more flipping of the stupid chem tys.
4) all my pens are missing. ^%!*^){@)(#_(&(^!_+!
5) amaths test is on tuesday. and it consist of all the topics covered except for simultaneous. and yes, i forgot everything and haven't been practising much, apart from the homework that i did.
6) chem test is on wednesday. which is shit, because i don't understand anything!
7) i have no clue as to how i am gonna teach my group members chem because i have absolutely no idea on what the new chapter is talking about.
8) school is gonna reopen. damn.
9) end of year is coming, and i am not prepared.
10) i haven't been mugging hard enough. i have only been doing homework. urrghhh!

sigh. so as you can see, i am gonna do badly for end of year. i gotta pull up my socks and work hard. no more slacking. (i wish.) okay. enough of my rantings. they are not gonna help. so bye.

why do we always say something but mean another?
ain't it contradicting? i am tired of feeling contradicted by all these words.